#cutie #goodbye

Kailangan ko magsulat, mabilis lang to. Alam mo ba na nababaliw na ako =))) jk. Okay, serious na. Ganito kasi yan. Saan ka ba pupunta? Kakarating ko lang, iiwan mo na agad ako :(( BAKIIIIIIIIIIIT 😦 Ang daya kaya. Ang tagal- tagal nawala, tas aalis nanaman… mas matagal pa! 😦 pano na ako nito :(( Kainissssss =)))) Naiinis ako!!!! =)))) WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!! 

Wala na bang ibang paraan? 😦 Di na kita makikita.. di na kita masusundan… di na kita masusulyapan… =)))))) Di mnko ngingitian.. kahit hindi naman talaga =))) pero kahit na! 😦 Wala ng chance para makasabay ka sa streetcar o kaya makasalubong sa hallway.. 😦 Dko ma-imagine!!! Dito ka na lang… 😦  pero kahit sobrang malulungkot ako syempre gusto ko pa rin na pumunta ka dun, nang sa ganon mas mainspireeee ako :”> Haaaaaay~ bakit ba kasi ang talino mo masyado =)))))) ang cute cute pa -____- ♥

#ultimatefavoritecrush #infatuation #cutiefrvr 

Dalawang buong taon..

Ewan ko ba. Minsan parang gusto ko na lang magtagalog lalo na sa mga ganitong panahon na ang dami dami kong kailangang gawin. Para ganito lang, chill chill, sulat lang ng sulat, di na kailangan mag- isip masyado. Ang kinaganda nun, mas magkakaroon pa ako ng oras para maisip yung mga di dapat isipin. Kesa naman kasi kung mag English pa ko, imbis maisip ko ang mga di dapat isipin, ang gagawin ko ay iisipin lang ng iisipin ang mga dapat isipin tulad ng correct grammar at spelling.

Sa apat na buwan na pamumuhay ko dito, wala pa naman akong nararanasang nakakapagpang-guho ng mundo para gustuhin kong bumalik na ng pinas. Sa totoo lang walang wala sa isip ko ngayon yung mga bakasyon at pag- uwi. Ayoko muna bumalik dun. Hinding hindi ko makakalimutan yung karanasan ko nun. Dalawang taon akong tambay, walang aral, walang barkada at walang baon. Naalala ko pa, araw- araw pakiramdam ko mas napag- iiwanan ako ng panahon at ng kaalaman. For short, nagiging bobo ako =))) Ops. (Don’t say bad words.. ) Kaya kahit yung kaunting kaisipan lang na uuwi na ko ng pinas, natatakot na talaga ako e. Pakiramdam ko nung nandun pa ko ay wala akong mararating kung di ako makakaalis dun. Kung yung iba, natatakot pumuntang ibang bansa, ako natatakot ako nun na baka di matuloy. Kung sakali man na di talaga natuloy, di ko na alam kung ano ng gagawin ko sa sarili ko nun. Di nyo ko masisisi kung sa tingin ko wala akong patutunguhan kung magsstay ako sa pinas. Isipin mo yun, dalawang buong taon akong wala sa eskwelahan. Grumaduate na yung mga ka- batch ko at naglaho na yung pangarap ko nuon na maging isa sa mga batang slash hindi gurang na doctor. (Don’t say bad words.. Hahaha! Hindi ako sigurado kung bad word ba ang gurang, basta wag na natin gamitin ulit =))) parang may ibang meaning kasi eh.) Bangungot para saken yung dalawang taon na yun. Kahit na sabihin pa natin na dun sa 2 taon na yun ako mas nagimprove sa music, bangungot pa rin. Kaya ang pang araw araw ko ngayon dito, langit. If it exist… hahaha!

Reveal.

Around 4am in the morning someone called my name in the dark hundreds of thoughts light came and held my hand erasing words that kept me weak yesterday is gone. 

Somewhere in between we kissed interior feelings grew stronger nowhere to be seen giving satisfaction heart colored lips.

Mac n Cheese Knockdown

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Sums up my dayyy 🙂 Too bad some mac n cheese boxes got stuck in the middle of K and so marcdl had to kick it again from there… :/ but besides that it was all great! 🙂 I was so nervous when it was our turn because I was one of the chosen members to play skyfall and i can feel my cutie lookin at me 😦 =)))))) I was like the only violinist there :/ =))))) #kiligmuch

Mac and Cheese Prep

This is us during music class, practicibg for tomorrow’s Mac And Cheese Knockdown!!! 😀 After thi

s I had a piggy back ride from andrewwww \m/ such a cool guy And then after school, I stayed for gardening which is incredibly fuuuun. :’) i love worms.. lol jk :p During lunch, chippy and I stayed near the playground to practice bcos Ms. O was absent and so the music room was closed. Good thing it did not rain. Unforunately, we were both late for our third period class. =)))))) and I broke my mirror :)) it’s because we lost track of time 😀 #careless I have some fun facts!!! 😀 Did you know that chippy had 8 packs of abs!?!?! =)))) i just heard that during music class 😀 ohhhhhhh our music class today was crazzzzy xD and my cutie was soooo attractive today!!! I want to say hot but it’s too hot to say hot like three times. Lolol i just did say it three times! O:) Say my name say my name.╰(*´︶`*)╯

Too tight goodluck hug :’)

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Jgh from Vaughan Road Academy for our maybe-last-badminton game. 🙂 Chippy hugged me too tight that we didn’t even have to play to win!! Hahaha! Our opponents unfortunately didn’t show up. It was a sure sure sure win 😀 but still I would prefer playing than winning. -____- I hope I don’t forget that I have gardening tomorrow after class :/ oh and that flower is just some flower i passed by on my way home. I had to stop and take a picture of it bcos it’s just sooooo beautiful. Hfbiwnqkbxkwfgwilgpgpq Love is like a flower, you have to let it grow. ⚅⚄♥ Didn’t see my cutie today because we left school right after lunch :/ Lame dayyyyy 😦 my May 1 sucks. Happy Labour Day Philippines!!!!! Mabuhay mga manggawa :*

Lost it

We had our fourth game yesterday. We went to Keele to YMCI school for like 2 hours! We got lost :p and so.. we lost hahaha! Now it’s a 2 wins 2 loses for four games. Good enough 😀

Another one.. we didn’t look at each other!!! I was too shy mehehehe ♥ but i know u were lookin at me ;p just kiddin… We have model un meeting later after school… Aja!! =)))

And for the last defeat… I tweeted four hours ago. When I woke up from a nightmare, and I deleted my weapon ‘I don’t want to come across as harsh.. but get over it!!sorry:)’ thisss!! Because… I REALLY DON’T WANT TO COME ACROSS AS HARSH. i don’t want to add fuel to the fire. I don’t want any cold war. I want NOTHING. NOTHING IN BETWEEN US TWO.
Anyway, I believe I have the right to tweet!!!!!! =))))))) twitter is too addictive 😦

I got free hugs from ny music fammmm before I left school :ppppp lucky me